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it’s a special day today
i’m setting time aside to pray
that maybe things might change a bit this year
but i’m a fool for having dreams
or at least that’s what it seems
since i’m on the outside looking in at you
i wonder why i never got that lovin’ for myself
is it because i made you mad or brought you down?
i don’t know why i’ve never had that lovin’ for myself
i’m just a mess sometimes i’m sorry if i’ve ever let you down
oh i can see
why i may feel so lonely
i’m trying to make due
without you
spending special days alone
wishing you were here
we’re all just spending special days alone
and i am praying for the day
when i can look to you and say
my love i am so glad to be with you
it’s another special day
and yet again alone i stay
it seems my luck is always running out
but maybe i deserve this mess
god knows i am not the best
yeah i’m slowly losing my own peace of mind
i wonder why i never got that lovin’ for myself
is it because i’m always insecure and sad?
i don’t know why i’ve never had that lovin’ for myself
i’m just a lonely little mess and maybe i just bring you down
it can’t be true
that i’m not good enough for you
i think i’m way too hard on myself
spending special days alone
wishing you were here
we’re all just spending special days alone
and i am praying for the day
when i can confidently say
i’m deeply endless in love with you
and i have fallen to my knees
to beg myself to air my pleas
i won’t let loneliness destroy me!
i’m a mess
my seams are bursting i confess
but maybe i could spend the day with you?
spending special days alone
wishing you were here
we’re all just spending special days alone
but now it all seems clear
i’ll never spend another day alone
and i am praying for the day
that i don’t have to hide away
and i can live my life next to you
and i am praying for the day
when i can look to you and say
my love i am so glad to be with you
credits
from Autumn Every Day,
track released February 19, 2017
Music and lyrics by Jamie Paige Stanley
With thanks to Marcy Nabors and Cochet V.
intricate, gorgeous, spellbinding, and singularly Weird - ODAE's music is surreal, heartwrenching, in a way that most other music could only hope to even hint at. gorgeous vocal work, too Jamie Paige
ok glass has a knack for making the most off-kilter musical ideas catchier than you'd ever think they could be. just one listen and this hole will feel like it was made for you!! Jamie Paige