Anew, Again

by Jamie Paige

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1.
02:58
someday everything we know will be gone but right now we are here and alive and the day where we wont be is far so why bother to worry and cry we will be alright today we can make it right some way we will be alright today things will be okay right after all the noise clears my mind the reality facing me shows and I cannot believe what I see all my conscience sprawled out to decree we will be alright today we can make it right some way we will be alright today things will be okay all our voices combine into one and our power is more than our sum we will conquer our fear and our hate and our love can refill and replace we will be alright today we can make it right some way we will be alright today things will be okay
2.
01:55
oh i remember at the space center outside in the cold, sun is shining gold oh do you remember i never thought that any moment like that would be my final memory of you i never thought for any second you’d be gone and i would never make amends with you but all this time i swear to god im doing better all my life i pray to god you’re feeling better i pray to god you’re somewhere better oh i am dreaming this godforsaken meeting outside at the park, i can feel my heart it is gently beating i never thought that any moment like that would be my fondest memory of you i never thought for any second you’d be gone and i could never say goodbye to you but all this time i swear to god i’ll get up stronger all my life i pray to god you’re feeling better i hope you found someone that’s better
3.
02:30
this feeling is a covenant a conflagration that’s eminent this soul abounds around the continent and you spend so long on what you think it meant i can see it now up in the sky this aint a warning it is a sign i can feel it now all in my heart this revolution about to start my anger is an avalanche your sadness is a broken branch but what we need is less of tidal waves and more of peace and love and better ways i can see it now around the world as love will start to be unfurled and every cause for hate and greed will never thrive and always leave she came to me in a dream skygirl
4.
staring down the edge of the cliff pale blue is the water around me as i stare into eternity i see a figure in the distance hair is flowing in the wind she slowly turns to face me i see lights and i wake up imaginary girl an effervescent world illuminating passages towards my broken heart a convoluted mind interpolating lies to forget my memories of you i wont forget my memories of me and you next time we meet it’s a school floating through the air from hall to hall the sky is inverted and everyone is speaking backwards you seem to be the only one to understand me we hold hands to prevent us from drifting away before the light of day before i *alarm* i dont know if you’re real anymore i spend so long inside my dreams i keep forgetting how alone i am and maybe you’re just what i need (is this real or is it a dream does it even really matter)
5.
today, for the first time ever you truly scared me in essence, anxiety i've never been free and though i always found a way to ease the pain i'm still in shock from today -ay -ay -ay
6.
only hours since the first sign hit it's been a lot for my mind to take in your words in a paragraph sprawled across your hurt and you told me that you'd be fine but darling I can't help my state of mind I've got another upset on my heart thinking of you ohhh you're my sun and my moon I hope I'll get to talk to you soon oh babe you mean the world to me I hope you find it, plain to see so long since ive felt this way it’s been a lot for me to learn to cope your thoughts are magnetic fields helping find my guiding way and you told me that you’d be fine but darling you told me you cant find a rhyme you’ve got so much life ahead to live so live your life i couldnt handle being alone without you by my side but i trust that things will be okay and you told me that you'd be fine but darling I can't help my state of mind but now i’ve got another song to sing dedicated to you
7.
someday i’ll fall in love and i’ll be fine once more even if my time is gone i’ll hit the grand restore and i won’t hesitate to make my dream come true and i will spread the joy to them and me and you and i will figure out a way to make things fine sometime this time someday i can succeed i’ll drive the tears away and hate wont take the lead i’ll change the world today (she came to me in a dream)
8.
say goodnight to every single part of me lights embodying my chemistry and every time i look to see what has been done i stand and stare in awe at happiness for everyone all this time say hello to all the time that i missed out my thoughts and in the end there is no doubt I never thought that any moment like that would change my fundamental sense of me now every moment that I take to step back I realise my destiny, the hero here was always me all this time I thought that I would be defeated all my life I've brought this joy that I created this love and peace that I will share with you
9.
hey im lookin at you little voice in my head that says it’s all for naught and the things that i think i shouldn’t have thought oh boy im calling you out little voice in my mind that tries to drag me down “i’ll never let you make another sound” well friend im here to prove you wrong hey buddy ol pal im here to sing my song and you can kick back relax let it all in let the good time lead line happen again ‘cause i you can kick me down but i will never die hey im talking to you little girl with no hope so much stress to let free if you need a friend you’ve always got me oh no ive been through this mess anybody with an outlook darker than the black of the night i’ll be with you to help you make it right friend we’re here to prove you wrong my enemy my doubt we’re here to sing our song and you can kick back relax let it all in let the good time lead line happen again ‘cause i you can kick us down but we will never die

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released April 16, 2016

Written, produced, and performed by Jamie Paige Stanley. "Adelaide Delays" cowritten and coproduced with Nat Wesley and Marcy Nabors. "Grand Restore" vocals provided by the software VOCALOID, outro coproduced with Marcy Nabors. Album art by Robert J! Lake.
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Super special shoutouts to Ivy, Isiah, Honor, Sam, Rachel, RJ (and while I'm at it, the entire Homestuck music team, or at least the ones that I talk to), Riki, Cochet, Jijo, Sadie, the nxc scene, all the people in the like 5 different Skype groups I hang out in, and uh. Me. Shoutout to myself.

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